fructose and others

Iapos;ve got more stuff to plan, clean, cook, pack, wrap, hide and shove this week than I have had in a long time. The biggest problem, other than still being sore, is that I just donapos;t feel "in the mood" for it. Iapos;m feeling incredibly tired and lethargic.. Even though I got 10 hours sleep last night.� I can only surmise that this is some sort of psychological thing. (Or I really am just generally tired - although after that much sleep? I would have thought it would be unlikely)...

Step one should be probably jumping back on the Vitamin train. As much as I adore my pale complexion and it suits my attire... Time for some more nutrients and some good old sunlight (It burns It burns *chuckles*) to see if I canapos;t rejuvinate myself before my kid wrangling weekend creeps up on me.

I spent part of my day yesterday at Toys R Us orgaising prizes for games, gifts for lolly bags, etc etc. THEY�HAVE�BLACK�ROSES I so badly wanted some, but I couldnapos;t afford it in my spendings budget, so I left with a tonne of stuff for happy kids.. But feeling disappointed.. This is the first time Iapos;ve ever seen Black Roses available in Australia. Iapos;m trying to keep the thought of "Oh well, maybe next year" in my head. Still disappointed, though :/

Had a weird discussion with my Mother about being a Goth, and the fact she thinks I am too old... Spent a while explaining to her that what she meant was Emo, and that I am not one of these.. I believe in my self identity and that comes from within and has always been there. Itapos;s just unfortunate that a bunch of badly dressed teenagers stole a few of my fashion features. I think I am just going to have to consider going more "Victoriana" in my style. Or maybe more Burlesque. Is it really that bad to be my age and still be alternative? Hrm. Which reminds me that another one of my jobs for this week is to cull my clothes and the kidlets. Blargh.

Where is my lust for life, damnit? Did I accidentally sweep it up and it got taken out with the trash? Hrm.

Maybe I just need a hug and some caffeine.

Purrs.

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